Tuesday, January 18, 2011

keras hati

hmmm...bialaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....kadang2 memang rase menyesal ape aku buat selame nih....tapi mmg partly...mmg nk blame ko punnn...sbb u so different dari semua kadang2 tak bole nk tell!!! same2 la kite buat masing2 hurt n masing2 gile n salah paham..ok!! seems like u pun njoy all the pain n sweet time sepanjang kite knl lah kan..=) well same goes to me...tahniah lah..kite tak ubah mcm accident...sbb kau n aku..mmg tak pnh plan...accidently met you..accidently misss u accidently fall for u...ok !!! arrasssooooo!!!=)

Friday, January 14, 2011

unfaithful

Story of my life

Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company



He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true



And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer



I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well



Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer



Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

hmmm.....mianhae...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

boleh plak macam ni

hehe..okay2 mood hari ni sgt opposite dari minah twin aku -positive la konon ( ade sbb) ptt laa..anyway d atas desakan beliau yg bernama sally atikah dgn memerli tajam bahawasanya blog aku da berdebu...so aku pun mle la menaip waalaupun takde hala tuju entry kali ni...maklumlah..nga serabut...hmmm...ehhh kau..best la da balik ostel kan..kan...eeee....tinggal aku kesepian kat cni...sape nk layan aku...lagi?? sape nk datang save aku lagi lau aku sedeyh n ngis..??? sape nk turun gak bertangga2..ribuan batu kecil d jalan raye semate2 teman aku n bile jumpe aku cam ok je..siap tersipu2 malu..hahaha..sbnanye sonok sgt!!! =P i miss u la...tak faham ke??...adoi hari tu best kan kite duk kat taman oren ..ske ati duk taman org laen (semua pelik je mase kite masuk n duduk wat mke tak malu)...cite2...nyamuk gigit n all...huhu cian kau...i ask u sbb i noe u ni sgt pelupa..will u ever foget me??...n u say no..wish i can trust u on that..so sweet mcm flying je bile u say those words...tapi d sbbkan u same species ngn makhluk2 yg ske merobek2 hati ku..so bnde tu just mcm angin lalu lintas telinge kiri kuar telinge kanan...=( hmmm....then aku tanye lagi...kalau laa 5 tahun lagi kite terpisah n jumpe balik..will u recongnise me...even if say my name is not raidah...hehe...=) dgn konfiden nye ko cakap dun worry i noe its you...
then i ask lagi...ingat tak first time kite jumpe camne...hehhe....malu2 kucing dgn tersipu2 sgt comel kau berkate ingatlaa..time main basikal...hehe...=) so if this is true then can i trust u....??? can u be the one i gv my heart n never return it bck???

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

freedom

tup tap da pun akhir tahun..aku geram sangat dgn ko ni..aku gram sangat sbb bia aku lalui n pilih macam2 org ...bilela ko nk faham..nk je pekik dpn muke ko..'dont u get it!!' tapi semua mcm tak berbaloi..bape hari lepas aku tuju ko soklan yg mampu ko faham if u smart enough tapi hmmm.. rase ko faham tapi mayb ko stil sengal..ok2...let it be..mls cite panjang..lately asik tink of u...hmm tak lame lagi nk ne balik sane...tak nk jumpe aku ke say goodbye...gram2!!!  ade song for u...


So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time
so hmmm....i miss you...

Friday, December 17, 2010

fun time

hari ni paper akhir stpm...indahnya dunia buat si aida..satu kelas hang out..had fun with my mates!!! love love love u guys damn much!! kami bergambar sini sane...maen air...kat fountain...play racing n games si arif kalah huhu..then eat2 samapai terkeluar butang jeans..watch movie..bole tahan laaa...social network..pasal facebook..mcm lame..tapi mcm genius in the same time..haha ...saat boring makin terasa...emmm...no idea tu tulis lagi...k laaa...i misss u....i miss my bestfren..sally atikah....n i miss u..yeahhh you...da bg hint tak faham2...haihhh!!!

Monday, December 6, 2010

...that you din't know...

hari ni paper pengajiam am satu..hmm..susah ke senang ke??? tak taulah camne nak jawab...sebab takde perasaan..huhu...hujan je plakkk...sejuk kakiku kukuku...huhu...emmm..lemak pun da bertambah..time pergi jogging..hari ni jalan ngan awak lagi...tibe2 awak tanye xam camne tadi ok?? saye pun jawab ..'ehhh camne tau ade xam"..awak pun senyum pnuh makna 'org taulah'...hehe comel je...awak buat2 macho konon hebat sangat sebab awak seems to noe about it...saye pun keep on tanye2 teka2....awak buat tak tahu je sambil senyum n trus jalan...saye plak naek lelah sambil pandang muke awak try kejar langkah awak yg lagi besar dari saye sbb kaki awak panjang n saye pendek!!lame awak biar saye macam tu..sonok ehhh tgk saye terkedek-kedek macam itik tu..hee..=P las2 awak gtau lah...'adik yang gtau time on9 tadi" sambil senyum mcm ni..=P ..'owhhh!!!' balas saye...sambil senyum meleret...sepanjang jalan..sebab awak tak tahu....'adik' yang bgtahu awak tu sebenarnye saye lahhh....heee...saye nampk awak on9 time adik on9...=P haha....bangge ehhh awak..konon jadi 'MR i know evereything lahh' haha...tapi saye just keep this to myself..padan muke!! =)

Friday, December 3, 2010

hooi!!!

kisah ni berlaku a couple of  weeks before exam stpm..time hayat aku paling sengsara..everyone keep pushing and giving me hard time .. cikgu plak asik ajar 24 jam..problem .ngan u awak kamu dan die...argghh!! sakit jiwa!! malas nak layan semua orang...so lantaklah ape nak jadi...i just njoy those moments of my ' Dunno Dont care Dun wanna noe ' LIFE...tapi ade satu time...aku sangatlah tak bole tahan...dsebabkan  hooi weng seng. yeahhh!! hoii its his name actually...die ni cam nerd gila habis..salu org da sampai US die tersekat kat thailand..hahaha...satu time hari selase...hari biology..dsebabkan other teachers tak masuk kelas..moment paling bahagia bg pn Felicia nk take over the class from 8 in the morning sampai 2 p.m...bayangkan whole day..nothing else but bio..cam biul pun ade  gak hotak aku...demi stpm aku gagahkan jgk diri dgr cikgu felicia..dok pot pet..pasal..kerb cycle..respiraton..phosynthesis....yang aku heran..kelas physic takde plak cikgu..salu dorang memekak je..terkinja2..wat aku jeles sbb tak pat join...neway..almost 1 pm hari tuh tbe2 cikgu fizik masuk kelas...kami yang  konon blja bio seyum puas je...dorng blaja finally! pdn mke..tapi tgk...cikgu fizik rilek je..duk kat meja guru belakang aku...si budak-budak fizik plak tgk cikgu rilek tak ajar..dorang pun continue...berbincang ( dalam buku physic selit majalah.. ****** ) ..yang tuh up to date plak dorang...aku plak asik tgk jam...merintik rintik peluh aku turun sbb setiap saat lembab gila nak berlalu...tak senang duduk jadinya tapi maintain mke wat2 paham...cikgu dok pot pet...padahal otak aku da jam...cikgu pun terus berkata-kata tanpa henti...genetic drift...ok..aku tutup mate and try to absorb... cause by....hooiii. ehhh?????...population.ok...absorb2 n fokus....hoiii..in breeding among species..hoii. ...arggghhhh!!! lantas aku pun bangun dan jerit...hooi weng seng!!! then baru sedar...semua nga pandang...aduhh!! malu gile...tersekat sore nk berkate2...so macam polis trafik aku just tunjuk arah cikgu fizik kat belakang aku...huh!!! aku labuhkan bontot yang da kecut malu...dan wat mke selamba...tension aku tahap maksima...haihhh!!! alahaiii  cikgu ni pun satu dalam sepanjang-panjang nama hoii weng seng tuh...hoii gak yang die pilih. ..mne lah budak tuh nak perasan cikgu pangil...haihh!! T_T