bintang-bintang hatiku..

this is zatty..kami same2 prefect time high skool. kenal die dari sekolah rendah..time tu tak rapat sangat pun..die macam biskut kejap ade kejap takde. as we grow up..die lah kawan yang paling tak bole berhenti gelak. dulu salu datang lepak umah aku..pagi petang siang malam. dah macam rumahku rumahmu jua..haha.. aku tak kisah pun asalkan with my buddy..my life da bunge2 belon2..butterfly flying everywhere love spending time with her..miss her ohhh..jarang pat jumpe..skunk die tak dok KD lagi..so zatty,,rajin2lah datang lawat aku cos aku tak nk lawat ko..haha..bole tak cam tu???

this cute mia...sangatlah comel..periang..and happy go lucky. skunk p study kat mesir..amek medic.sampai hatimu mia..tinggal aku. mia punye taste lelaki yang pelik..hatinye lekat kat si said mohd hafiz a.k.a head prefect skolah..haha ok lah mia..boleh lah tahan..pass lah bagi aku...si said tuh...haha...mate coklat gentleman..and friendly..haha.. neway love u ohhh dear friend

this hottie plak name sally..my life's unlike twin..haha..memang sape nak tau pasal aku tanyelah die..sape nk tau pasal die tanyelah die jgak hahaha. =P aku sayang die dunia akhirat. huhu banyak suke duke ohh menguji freindship kitorang..paling aku tak ley lupe time form two..bile aku ne prank birthday time camping kat skolah. aku ne tuduh curi duit fessilitator. gile rhh!!! kne panggil kat depan semua orang tgk..cikgu pun komplot siap ugut nak bawak balai polis..semua orang boo!!! aku...tak pnh ohhh kne camtuh..cikgu siap perli sedap je..'ko ni tak layak duduk kelas depan..macam ni ke perangai budak kelas pertame??!!' aahhh..sadis sungguh ...sungguh tegar hatimu cikgu melemparkan fitnah bertalu2 padaku..aku yang bengong2 tak reti fikir sangat..diam je sambil menagis sebab orang semua boo aku...=( tapi sally dengan beraninye bangun sambil menagis juga dgn muke tak malunye p kat depan and defend aku...lagilah aku nangiss owhhh babe!!! ko wat aku melalak bkn sbb kne tuduh tapi...gile touch owhh!!! u the only one yang trust me that time....dun worry nothing comes between girlfren not even boi.
p/s: pas kne prank tuh semua happy. best ohh satu SKOLA sambut birthday. dapat coklat weee~ and skandel la plak dgn si abg kadet polis yang garang walaupun kiut gertak2 aku dalam prank tu haha =P

this minah zira adelah ratu mengade2 tapi still tak bole lawan aku  queen of all the MENGADESS hahaha`. zira yang ku kenal dulu sangat lah tak konfiden dengan diri sendiri..tapi as long as u have me dear...i wont let u down..huhu..then skunk da jadi howt stuff ehhh...haha siap pening nak reject orang,,pastu tanye nasihat aku..macamlah aku ni pakar reject..haha..neway love u like hell lah buddy!!

my bintang-bintang hati..

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

From whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever

rain rain go away come again some other day..

emmm..lately asik hujan je petang..tak dapat untuk aku berdating dengan kamu dan kamu dan kamu..haha. saat menekan-nekan keyboard ni pun hujan turun diselang guruh berdentum dentam..apa motif tulis pasal hujan ..takde pape pun..just nak update blog...boring-boring...nak je tuju lagu ni kat kamu....cepat sangat terpaksa ...sebab awan pun dah tak sabar nak jatuh macam hot shower kat bathroom....uuuhhhh!!! macam  sedappp plak...=)

Sayu terpisah
Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
Berhembus angin rindu
Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

Hujan lebat mencurah kini
Bagaikan tiada henti
Kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
Tak lagi kudengari
Kau pergi.. pergi..

Sepi tanpa kata
Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
Apa pun kata mereka
Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

p/s: dear friend..kenape weyhhh...sayu je aku bace blog ko...you okay???...macam tanggung something berat je tapi belakon boleh handle..btw..sape yang dok memekak kat sebelah skolah rendah tuh..sakai..nyanyi tak sedap kuat-kuat...patutlah HUJAN!!

rindu padamu

haha..ni bkn rindu pada sesiapa pun..tapi rinduku yang teramat kepada aida yang ku kenali dulu..as times goes by..dah mcm fade away dah who i used to be. smlm si shaffie nih suh aku tgk satu video...huhu setelah terkebil-kebil menatap video tersebut..aku makin kangen bangat sama si budak yang best meletup lagi hebat..si aida..gelaran ku di sabah..haihhh!!! dari smlm dok fikir camne nk transform myself balik...so aku pun buat calculation (sifat nerd yang terserlah) :

kalau dulu: 

• tak payah study hard study smart pun kadang2 sbb mmg pemalas. anyaway mmg gila concentrate cikgu ajar balik main je keje. 
• sangat rajin bubuh losyen and sikat rambut...haha nk maintain hot lah tuh ( perasan je lebey) 
• sangat concern if ever my berat naik even baru 500g..haha akan kedengaranlah pekikan pontianak dari bilik ku lepas timbang. 
• rajin buat latihan dalam buku...sbb nk tunjuk rajin kat kawan ( kami semua ada buku yang sama maklumlah bff lah katakn) so nnt nak banding markah...haha..=P aida mmg x boleh terima kekalahan... 
• homework memang mantap lah...saje nk cikgu sayang lebey sbb bila wat salah konfem cikgu tak marah punya..taktik yang berkesan!!! 
• so happy with my buddies...bole lepak cite sampai mlm..sleepover terguling2 lam bilik  mcm orang mabuk...geng aku ttp geng aku..gerak smua tmpat takde sape boleh pisah..semangat assabiah tol haha.. 
• never pikir hati perasaan..just the life i love..means no love at all...its a waste of time and waste of feeling.. 
• sombong gila nk mampos..terutama pada boys...kecuali pada syukri..<3 syg u ketat2 ohhh...tapi syuk just my best boi buddy..miss him gila2 lah saat nihhh!!! 
• so cheerfull sampai orang salu tanye kenape aku takde masalah..huhu.. 

kalau sekarang: 

• sifat pemalas tak bole buang lagi pemalas dapat geng yang tak sekepala -NERD 
• tak have fun macam dulu geng skrang macam xde LIFE asik study...arrrgghhhhhhh!!! 
• sering tension tahap maksima akibat tekanan dan macam2 lagi masalah...
• tak jaga diri lagi...x peduli lagi....x letak losyen...muka pun cam hutan pimples...rambut mcm nenek kebayan gua tengkorak...argghhhhh!!!! 
• terjebak dengan hati dan perasaan tapi i have no regrets of it ....cuma mmg tak pakar nak tangani...x reti nak solve pun...
• malas even wat homework..akibatnya..sering jadi bebelan cikgu..hehe...
• feel boring all the time...dunno wat i want in life...
• tibe2 dah tak cool nih...cepat tacing..=(  betul ke??? oli...hmmmmm...haihhh..
• paling tak best org tanye aku..knpe mcm ade masalah...???? 
• asik muncung macam itik...mata macam panda bear kuat nangis...

so ..skunk no more 'kalau sekarang'...im erasing it every bit in my life...sayonara you...im coming home!!!!

this will help me..
Homecoming, I’m coming
My sweet mistake
Summer’s over, hope it’s not too late
I’m pacing, impatient
Up in my head
Taken back to the sidewalk where we met

And carved out our names
Do you remember that?

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart for you

Descending, I’m spinning
Lost all defense
How could you swallow me again?
I left you, I meant to
Couldn’t let you in
Never mind a single word I said

Carve out your name
Do you remember that?

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart

You’ve got control of me
Is this the end of me?
‘Cause I just can’t cut up the strings
I’m coming back for more
Don’t let your heart go
Please don’t walk away

Homecoming, I’m coming, I’m coming back

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart

perjuangan

tika menaip ini...hatiku berdegup deras seperti air terjun niagara falls...esok bermulalah perjuanganku yang pertama merempuh arus masa tiga jam tanpa henti...tanganku pastinya kemerahan bak baby hamster..namun aku harus tetap bertahan dengan kelajuan kereta ferari  demi menyiapkan dua buah karangan..dua soalan kefahaman..sokalan graf/ carta pai..dan akhir sekali...paling aku tidak pakar bahagian E...pastinya darah gemuruhku meluap-luap...namun tiada yang mampu menghalang aku...dari terus menerus mencurahkan isi kepalaku untuk kertas pengajian am kertas 2 2010 esok....owhhhhh!!!!! aahhhhh!!!! ehhhhh!!!! keluahan berat dari mulut ku....puuuuuhhhhhh!!! nyaring skali pula keluhan bergas dari perut ku. menandakan perut blum diisi...mak da panggil nak mkn...wishhh me luckkk!!!!

two different tears

dedicated to you....yeahhh you....
.Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, so I love you
So I hate you, so I love you

I'm trying figure out how to move on with my life without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes, I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

I'm crying over you still, what does this mean, do I still want you back in my life
After all these painful things you've done to me, why is it so hard to realize

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight, you come closer in my sight
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Why do I still feel this way when I know there's nothing left to say
Should you leave, but I loved you in the first place, wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you with the pain that you put me through
But, ah, that's the reason why I still miss you, no matter how hard I try

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

betapa tak bestnya saya

hai saya raidah.saya adalah anak gadis bapa saya yang paling manja.tanpa ada sebarang sebab air mata saya boleh mengalir bak sungai kelang.tuhan saja tahu kenapa.bisik lah pada kawan katakan raidah tu kuat touching lah.konform sejam kemudian kita putus kawan.saya mmg kuat touching,cuma jarang mengaku je.pernah tgok anak kucing manja?hah!saya lagi manja.saya memang dilahirkan bagai ditatang minyak buruh yang penuh.saya anak sulung daripada tiga adik beradik,tapi adik kecil saya nampak lebik matang dari saya,mungkin dia dapat mimpi ehemm awal agaknya.hahha.cukup untuk sekarang,saya nak lahap nugget di dapur!

p/s: saya sayang oli <3