Tuesday, January 18, 2011

keras hati

hmmm...bialaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....kadang2 memang rase menyesal ape aku buat selame nih....tapi mmg partly...mmg nk blame ko punnn...sbb u so different dari semua kadang2 tak bole nk tell!!! same2 la kite buat masing2 hurt n masing2 gile n salah paham..ok!! seems like u pun njoy all the pain n sweet time sepanjang kite knl lah kan..=) well same goes to me...tahniah lah..kite tak ubah mcm accident...sbb kau n aku..mmg tak pnh plan...accidently met you..accidently misss u accidently fall for u...ok !!! arrasssooooo!!!=)

Friday, January 14, 2011

unfaithful

Story of my life

Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company



He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true



And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer



I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well



Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer



Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)



I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

hmmm.....mianhae...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

boleh plak macam ni

hehe..okay2 mood hari ni sgt opposite dari minah twin aku -positive la konon ( ade sbb) ptt laa..anyway d atas desakan beliau yg bernama sally atikah dgn memerli tajam bahawasanya blog aku da berdebu...so aku pun mle la menaip waalaupun takde hala tuju entry kali ni...maklumlah..nga serabut...hmmm...ehhh kau..best la da balik ostel kan..kan...eeee....tinggal aku kesepian kat cni...sape nk layan aku...lagi?? sape nk datang save aku lagi lau aku sedeyh n ngis..??? sape nk turun gak bertangga2..ribuan batu kecil d jalan raye semate2 teman aku n bile jumpe aku cam ok je..siap tersipu2 malu..hahaha..sbnanye sonok sgt!!! =P i miss u la...tak faham ke??...adoi hari tu best kan kite duk kat taman oren ..ske ati duk taman org laen (semua pelik je mase kite masuk n duduk wat mke tak malu)...cite2...nyamuk gigit n all...huhu cian kau...i ask u sbb i noe u ni sgt pelupa..will u ever foget me??...n u say no..wish i can trust u on that..so sweet mcm flying je bile u say those words...tapi d sbbkan u same species ngn makhluk2 yg ske merobek2 hati ku..so bnde tu just mcm angin lalu lintas telinge kiri kuar telinge kanan...=( hmmm....then aku tanye lagi...kalau laa 5 tahun lagi kite terpisah n jumpe balik..will u recongnise me...even if say my name is not raidah...hehe...=) dgn konfiden nye ko cakap dun worry i noe its you...
then i ask lagi...ingat tak first time kite jumpe camne...hehhe....malu2 kucing dgn tersipu2 sgt comel kau berkate ingatlaa..time main basikal...hehe...=) so if this is true then can i trust u....??? can u be the one i gv my heart n never return it bck???