Wednesday, November 24, 2010

rindu padamu

haha..ni bkn rindu pada sesiapa pun..tapi rinduku yang teramat kepada aida yang ku kenali dulu..as times goes by..dah mcm fade away dah who i used to be. smlm si shaffie nih suh aku tgk satu video...huhu setelah terkebil-kebil menatap video tersebut..aku makin kangen bangat sama si budak yang best meletup lagi hebat..si aida..gelaran ku di sabah..haihhh!!! dari smlm dok fikir camne nk transform myself balik...so aku pun buat calculation (sifat nerd yang terserlah) :

kalau dulu: 

  • tak payah study hard study smart pun kadang2 sbb mmg pemalas. anyaway mmg gila concentrate cikgu ajar balik main je keje. 
  • sangat rajin bubuh losyen and sikat rambut...haha nk maintain hot lah tuh ( perasan je lebey) 
  • sangat concern if ever my berat naik even baru 500g..haha akan kedengaranlah pekikan pontianak dari bilik ku lepas timbang. 
  • rajin buat latihan dalam buku...sbb nk tunjuk rajin kat kawan ( kami semua ada buku yang sama maklumlah bff lah katakn) so nnt nak banding markah...haha..=P aida mmg x boleh terima kekalahan... 
  • homework memang mantap lah...saje nk cikgu sayang lebey sbb bila wat salah konfem cikgu tak marah punya..taktik yang berkesan!!! 
  • so happy with my buddies...bole lepak cite sampai mlm..sleepover terguling2 lam bilik  mcm orang mabuk...geng aku ttp geng aku..gerak smua tmpat takde sape boleh pisah..semangat assabiah tol haha.. 
  • never pikir hati perasaan..just the life i love..means no love at all...its a waste of time and waste of feeling.. 
  • sombong gila nk mampos..terutama pada boys...kecuali pada syukri..<3 syg u ketat2 ohhh...tapi syuk just my best boi buddy..miss him gila2 lah saat nihhh!!! 
  • so cheerfull sampai orang salu tanye kenape aku takde masalah..huhu.. 


kalau sekarang: 

  • sifat pemalas tak bole buang lagi pemalas dapat geng yang tak sekepala -NERD 
  • tak have fun macam dulu geng skrang macam xde LIFE asik study...arrrgghhhhhhh!!! 
  • sering tension tahap maksima akibat tekanan dan macam2 lagi masalah...
  • tak jaga diri lagi...x peduli lagi....x letak losyen...muka pun cam hutan pimples...rambut mcm nenek kebayan gua tengkorak...argghhhhh!!!! 
  • terjebak dengan hati dan perasaan tapi i have no regrets of it ....cuma mmg tak pakar nak tangani...x reti nak solve pun...
  • malas even wat homework..akibatnya..sering jadi bebelan cikgu..hehe...
  • feel boring all the time...dunno wat i want in life...
  • tibe2 dah tak cool nih...cepat tacing..=(  betul ke??? oli...hmmmmm...haihhh..
  • paling tak best org tanye aku..knpe mcm ade masalah...???? 
  • asik muncung macam itik...mata macam panda bear kuat nangis...


so ..skunk no more 'kalau sekarang'...im erasing it every bit in my life...sayonara you...im coming home!!!!

this will help me..
Homecoming, I’m coming
My sweet mistake
Summer’s over, hope it’s not too late
I’m pacing, impatient
Up in my head
Taken back to the sidewalk where we met

And carved out our names
Do you remember that?

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart for you

Descending, I’m spinning
Lost all defense
How could you swallow me again?
I left you, I meant to
Couldn’t let you in
Never mind a single word I said

Carve out your name
Do you remember that?

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart

You’ve got control of me
Is this the end of me?
‘Cause I just can’t cut up the strings
I’m coming back for more
Don’t let your heart go
Please don’t walk away

Homecoming, I’m coming, I’m coming back

I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I’m coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I’m falling, falling apart

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